Sunday, March 6, 2011

Feels like crying a river.

Owh my God....ya Allah, I'm begging You to bestow me strength... a load of strength...

I don't know. I'm so down right immersed with my own sad-feeling..I'm ashamed, felt like a stupid..I'm an arsehole.

Owh how I miss Abah and Ummi. They're not in Malaysia right now. In Istanbul I guess, freezing--Ummi told me in her message. My God...I miss her so much. She used to be my shoulder to cry on. Now, I have to rely on myself. I have to be independent. Handle my own emotions myself. But, can I? I don't think so..

p/s: Maybe I need to buy those "La Tahzan's books"..

Friday, March 4, 2011

Change The World!

All of this time, I've tried hard to be an ordinary girl, a moderate one. But I had enough this time. I want to be extraordinary. I want to be more than more! If 'weirdo' would be the result from this goal, what the hell! I don't care! Ever heard, "aim higher will get you just below it"? So, if you aim lower than higher or lower than lower, you'll be forgotten or even worst, perished. Not much you can do to spread your name (priority on your religion) to entire world. So, think out of the box and start changing the world! Go for it girl! ^______^

Go! Halal 4/3/11

Assalamualaikum brothers and sisters.

Alhamdulillah. Thanks to Allah for His blessing on our talk yesterday. Go! Halal fully organized by Halal Industry Development Corporation Sdn. Bhd. (HDC) and Institute of Halal Research and Management (IHRAM) Universiti Sains Islam Malaysia.

The talk had started 15 minutes late because of the audience keep increasing in number. We decided to wait first. Then, the ceremony started with doa recital and straight to the speaker from HDC, Ustaz Muhammad Elyas Harun. He's a trainer for HDC and quite experienced with the halal world. He's a petite guy with a crystal clear face, so cute until some of his previous audience said, he's a school boy (But of course minus the beard. That would be odd. >.<"). Then, he was like, giving the talk about what is halal and what is haram and so on. So interesting but most of it, we already knew by heart. Almost 80% of it. But it's okay. A refreshing memory would be nice. ^__^

Suddenly, a wave of school kids came in! Too many until the DKF (Faculty's Lecture Hall) was fulled with white, green and blue apparels! So reminds me of my schoolhood with all those white clothes. But glad the 'wave' came, because Ustaz Elyas asked the audience about something that the schoolers remember. Hehehe.. God, the kids saved us! Hehehehe~

So, the talk stopped when the lunch bell (from our own stomach) rang. In a nut shell, I undoubtedly would call the event as a success! But once again, Alhamdulillah. It's Allah's will, the event was a success. Thank you Allah! I love You! ^_____^

P/s: For those who want the halal widget from HDC as posted on the right side of my blog, you can copy and paste the URL from this website.